Don't Know Why

yesterday i came to office after a loong vacation (real long, left bangalore on 20th oct). But found myself to be project-less. Sounds music to ears but believe me it's more fun to have work and not do it than not to have work. I realized that to chat when u have loads of work is more fun than when u are really, officially free.

I started thinking about how should i utilize this huge amount of time and again found myself to be at the same ole place. NOTHING. I felt that i've really lost all my interests and the only thing that i still love to do is to sleep and mebbe will love making love as well ;-) (if it ever happens to me). I was stuck again at the same place where i've been for atleast a year. I don't know why should i keep living or even why should i die? Neither a reason to live nor one to die. No reason to do anything.

twas getting too pessimistic therefore i thought that i'll try all those things that i've never done true-heartedly. writing one amongst them. therefore this blog. May also flirt with other activities as well or mebbe girls ;-) (but where the hell are they?????)